At first, I need to apologize for my selfishness that cause so much problems. I really felt bad and I make this decision. I don't know whether you will hate me now or maybe future, here I wanna apologize for all those things I've done.
19th October 2009. This day is the day I talked to you and is the day I've start to couple with you just for fun. Day by day, month by month... My feeling towards you aren't just for fun anymore. The feeling is real. I started to feel guilty. I couldn't make a choice between you and him. I cried whenever I thought about it. I'm happy cause I've fall for you, but at the same time I've start to feel guilty. Things we've done to communicate with each other always stays in my mind. Those sweet messages, funny messages, angry messages, sad messages, lame messages have been stay inside my mind. I tried to rub it off every night before I close my eyes, but its not working. Your voice, your laughter, is forever inside my mind, following my soul till wherever I go. I can't sit on the chair and do my homework like how I did when I'm with you. This is what I get after I've did the decision on 19th October 2009.
Today, I'm writing this because I've been thinking this for a long time. I'm here to apologize to Seah Yi Zheng. I am so sorry for what I've done. I didn't expect you will forgive me or what but I hope at least you could understand what I'm thinking for these days.
Sorry.
zhen,
im sorry shuiguai.
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