#15

Yesterday suppose to go to friend's surprise birthday party but couldn't make it. Damn. I bet they had lots of fun there.

Today is the 31st. The last day of 2009.
People, have you achieved what you want at 2009? 2010 is gonna be a brand new year.
And also my SPM year.
Why?
Its gonna be a suffering year for me.
Why?
cuz i dun study yo! xD
Why?
I cannot be holding the book for 10 minutes.

One word for me. DIE.

Today my mum tell me something.

Mum : mei mei..

Me : wat?

Mum : your daddy very geng. he plan one time table for you d..

Me : *watthefuckkk?!* wat time table? -.-"

Mum : monday to thursday no computer. 11pm must sleep and phone must give me.

Me : NO! PHONE IS WITH ME!

Mum : cannot. you night time sms until so late.

Me : .... yerrrr

Mum : dont worry la i wont read ur secret. off your phone den give me la.

Me : *watthefuckkk* -.-"

T_T i cannot live without my phone T_T

___

This paragraph below is special wrote for my ShuiiGuaii.

Zheng, I know you wanna accompany me. But health is more important. We got plenty time to spend but once you fall sick, how am I gonna be with you? You can't even accompany me. I am not angry or mad at you. I just want you to take care of yourself. I'm not there for you. I can't take care of you. All I can do is tell you what to do. I worry about you but I can't do anything. I feel so helpless and useless.

zhen,

<3 zheng.

Thursday, December 31, 2009

#14

Happy boxing day! I got one Christmas present from my friend. Haven't open it yet. Need wait everyone together only open =D

Had a mini Christmas party at my place. Took some picture for this small little boy =D

I am santa.

kiss me through the mirror!

ops, haven't ready yet!

the girl behind me is annoyingg.....

i whack u!

u want some kitkat?

 MINE!

santa with reindeer horn. I AM PRO.

watcha lookin' at huh?

I wanna go out T_T

He is so adorable! HAHA.

Went Mid Valley today. It is so damn many people I tell you. Went Giordano! Buy one free one! OMG! Grabbed two cheer you up tee heh. Bought a tee at Soda.

While waiting for mummy, tooked some picture of the decoration there.

 

Tooked from the top. HAHA. so many people lah.

And then head home. Raining so heavy.

 weeeeeeeeeee~ xD

ShuiiGuaii, I miss you =(

Thank you monopoly accompany me when I'm having HnS.

Grats BabyMilo aka indian the top winner of HnS.

zhen,

<3 zheng.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

#13

WOW! I'm in a hyper mood now! =D
I want nobody nobody but you! <3

Nobody - WonderGirls (english version lyrics)

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody (2x)

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

Truly fall in love with this song! xD This song is the reason that make me so hyper today ;D

I wanna let ShuiiGuaii to see this below!
This song is dedicated to my dear ShuiiGuaii.

Fallin' For You - Colbie Caillat

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

<3

BABY, I LOVE YOU! <3

zhen,

<3 zheng

Thursday, December 24, 2009

#12

First of all, Merry Christmas.
Suppose to go out and countdown with friends. But, didn't make it. And stay at home, wanted to on Fairy but cannot on due to some reasons. Ahhhh... went MapleSEA and its so damn boring. ShuiiGuaii called me and wish me Merry Christmas. His place is so crowded as I can hear the sound through the phone. Jealous sia.. =(

ShuiiGuaii said he took alot of pictures! Can't wait to see it. =)

Check out this thing below.

xD

Played with Nomos this love test thingy on MSN. HAHA.

I'm so gonna go for New Year countdown next week! I DONT CARE!

zhen,

<3 zheng.

#11

Slept at 3am last night. Why? MapleSEA again.
Wrote a super long message and send to ShuiiGuaii. Wrote it last night, send it this afternoon when i was still hugging my bolster and just open my eye HAHA.  Hope my ShuiiGuaii understand <3

2 more days. Christmas is coming. No one to celebrate with. I'm gonna celebrate with Fairy players. But are they gonna online? Gemma? Sherr? Yun? DouDou? All my friends which I can talk to in Fairy. Are you guys gonna online....? 24th, ShuiiGuaii won't be celebrating Christmas eve with me. Who else I can celebrate with. I'm not going out because I got no money. 1 buck left and are you expecting me to go out? RM1 can't even had a McD ice cream because it cost RM 1.05 HAHAHA.

Few more weeks, school reopen and its my last year to be at high school. SPM. Stress. I cannot live my life to the fullest anymore. I cannot ignore everything and have fun. I'm gonna put on my red specs and hold thick books. Not gonna put on my specs and face the comp and hands on keyboard and mouse anymore, lesser maybe. Is so hard for me to do that. I've been spamming comp since I was form1. Its time for me to get some good rest and date with the books.
I remember my dad asked me this thing.

Dad : you study at where wan? Room that table or computer table?

Me : where also can XD

Dad : ....

HAHAHA. And I remember one more thing he tell me.

Dad : ur jiejie going Australia study next year at July.. 

Me : i know.

Dad : next year form5 u better catch up ur studies and stop playing computer i tell u.. spm d and im going to send u to Australia too.

Me : *WTF* i dowan go...

Dad : den wat u gonna do here? work for the malays? and get RM 2k per month salary? Australia better ok. sumore ur aunty uncle over there. I no need to worry so much.
Me : har.... watever la that year oni say..

Damn. :(


Off to Meeting at Fairy!

zhen,

<3 zheng.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

#10

THE 10TH POST! XD

Not online so often at Fairy. Due to some reason.
Last night, I was a time bomb. But luckily it didn't explode. Oh well, I'm getting more good and good to make myself calm down faster. HAHA.
Went to ShuiiGuaii's server. Then, Spooky came along too. HAHA. Use hack and play around in his server! =D

Today is the EAT TANG YUAN DAY! yala yala dong zhi la -.- EAT TANG YUAN DAY SOUND MORE NICE MARH! >=) HAHA.
Dint get to make tang yuan cause didn't buy the flour. So, mum bought the packet one. Sucks. =( Anyone make for me to eat? xD

Just came back from friend's house today. Friend birthday. Had a normal celebration. Watched tv for 2 hours there. Around 5pm, went to the padang near his house. No swing there! Damn! Guys play basketball there. My girl tio some ant bite. Lucky I am not the next victim although I sit at the same bench as her. Went home around 6pm.

Had dinner.
No pictures today! HAHA.

off to fairy~

zhen,

<3 zheng.

#9

Wasn't on time to blog about the 19 December 2009.
Gonna blog now.
Sorry dear. <3

Before fairy, I've been introduce by kiler aka GM|Yellow to play RubyStory. He ask me to apply for GM. So, i apply. I posted my picture at forum as well.. The hamsap GM, name shuddup, added  me in MSN and ask me to be his maple gf xD

So, this is the conversation! =P

Session Start: Monday, October 19, 2009

Shuddup : haloha

Me : hii

Shuddup : u know who am i bor?

Me : gm lo =x

Shuddup : which 1~ XD

Me : shuddup gm

         >.<
         ur name so special
         so i rmb
         the one died in fm
         @.@
         botak head de

Shuddup : LOL! wah

Me : haha =D

Shuddup : want do my maple gf mar~


HAHA. This is how we couple. That time we don't know each other yet. Couple first only start to know each other. How funny is that. HAHAHA.

1st month was nothing...
2nd month was a BOOOMM!!

19 December 2009,
We start to call each other ShuiiGuaii.
We start to video call everyday and night.
We start to sms and call often.
We start to like each other.
We start to want to meet each other.
We start to miss each other.
We start to care about each other.

 Chip <3 He say he wanna give me this.

I'm jealous! >=(

Happy 2nd month anniversary dear!
Thanks for everything you gave me.
I'm really happy that I got you.
I know that our relationship wasn't that close anymore.
But, I'm sure that we can make it together.
ILY ; IMY.
<3

zhen,

<3 zheng.

Saturday, December 19, 2009