#34

Had post mortem about the Eco Regional Week this Tuesday. Pissed off with the bitch. She was once my best friend and we've been at the same class for 3 years. Yet she changed to a bitchy and slutty person which hated by all of us.

During the Fashionista event held at Subang Parade, she joined the other group consists of various school leo's. She throw her group aside and elect someone to be the leader of the group. They don't even familiar with what's going on and they did last minute work. I somehow complained and she give many many R-E-A-S-O-N-S. At last she told all of us, " I don't think I do wrong". F**K!

SCREW HER.

Tomorrow I'm going to SMK SU to have H.O.P.E. committee post mortem. So sien. Don't feel like going. Almost everday also go out. :( Sunday might going out to watch AND1 basketball competition at Summit :D Might catch a movie also. I've watched Clash of Titans this Wednesday. Wasn't satisfy with the story line because its all about Perseas. There is so many Gods showed in the movie but all also afk only 2 active. The most amazing part is when they went in to the temple to kill Medusa. :D

zhen,

why must u do this?

Friday, April 9, 2010

#33

H.O.P.E is a SUCCESS! ;D

Seafield's model and Zenny :)

zhen,

Interact IU tomorrow! :D

Saturday, March 27, 2010

#32

Went to Steamboat with friends last Saturday for dinner. Bus to Sunway Pyramid, walk to steamboat. 15min walk. Sweaty and hot o_o
Its a Buffet Steamboat. Quite nice especially the food they ready, not we go and take and put inside the hot water wan xD We were too hungry, so we grab the food and throw everything inside once the water boiled. So I just get to take the picture AFTER the meal .

So dirty

The tissue coconut fountain xD

CS, WEW, Gustine (kena block), Daniel

Jason, Phang, Plaster

XZ, Megan, Shanel, Kelvin

My babe <3

Paid and reach home around 10pm+.

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Today, after school, had my lunch and bath, went to Subang Parade to decorate the backdrop for tomorrow's H.O.P.E project that we planned for long time. :) We had lots of fun when decorating. Those picture are with the Lion. Tomorrow I'm gonna reach Subang Parade at 8.30AM sharp! Sleepy head me sure gonna be late? HAHA. Had McDonald for my dinner since my parents went for wedding dinner. I'm home alone! 

zhen,

is gonna study hard :)

Friday, March 26, 2010

#31

Hey.
I've just finish up my Sejarah homework. Kena force to do lah if not kantoi habis habis -_-
_____

Here, I wanna wish Mr. Seah Yi Zheng a happy awesomeeeee birthday!


Let me have some introduction about him base on how much I know about him.


Seah Yi Zheng.
- aka Yz / ahz / ah zheng / shuddup / unity / mr. shuiiguaii / shuiiguaiizheng
- plays drum
- GM of FairyStory
- coder of FairyStory
- live in JB
- like photography
- Form 4 student
- Chip owner :)

* currently brain lagging and thats what I can think of* -_-

Anyway, here's something I wanna tell you.

Erm... Happy birthday :) I can't celebrate with you but I hope that this post will be part of your day. I don't know what to say. As a friend, I can't think of anything to tell you besides happy birthday. Because its kinda 'open' here. So yeah, wish you have a sweet & awesome 16. :)

zhen,

如果有机会,我很想亲自面对面跟你说生日快乐而不是靠着这些通讯的东西.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

#30

Hey. I watch finish 下一站,幸福 already. :) Some part makes my tears almost came out. >_> I recommend this drama :D

BTW, I've found some nice song and nice lyrics at this drama. Share some with you.

主题曲 : 我爱他

他的情况留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐


如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以 很好

片尾曲 ：突然想爱

突然想爱 我已不是小孩 却像首次告白 只想被你爱 突然想爱 最坦然的坦白 像赤裸的脚踝 舒服自在 活过来 我都爱 突然明白 之前的都不算爱 我都爱 活过来 责无旁贷 也包括你的不可爱 总是突如其来爱 还让人眼界大开 原来一切值得期待 总是突如其来爱 像河流进了大海 原来应该这样 存在 突然想爱 最温柔的覆盖 草地等到花开 信手拈来 突然想爱 我已不是小孩 却想被你溺爱 只想被你爱 活过来 我都爱 突然明白 之前的都不算爱 我都爱 活过来 责无旁贷 也包括你的不可爱 总是突如其来爱 还让人眼界大开 原来一切值得期待 总是突如其来爱 像河流进了大海 原来应该这样 存在 爱是耐心 爱是勇气 爱是默契不言而喻 爱是上瘾 爱是不可理喻 我还不了解的事~~ 总是突如其来爱 还让人眼界大开 原来一切可以忍耐 总是突如其来爱 爱之所以成为爱 我在就为你的到来 总是突如其来爱 还让人眼界大开 原来一切可以忍耐 总是突如其来爱 爱之所以成为爱 我在就为你的到来

插曲 1 ：亲人

别打开 礼物的缎带
最初充满期待 最后都腐败
别打开 午夜的电台
别让情歌反覆再愚弄

而爱 并没有教给我生存
只教我交易虚荣给天真
可是爱 让我们变成陌生人
却变不了更高尚的灵魂

不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人
不是谁的情人 谁的某某某

就算我 全身湿透透
我也不再被谁 牵着鼻子走
如果我 还握住拳头
可能我怕我的梦飞走

而爱 并不如你想的万能
不能让我们不再战争
可是爱 连慈悲也没多慈悲
谁爱越深越容易被牺牲

不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

 插曲 2 ：你为什么说谎？

这次我走开 再没有话要说出来
我不想再期待走下去 还能多精彩
我不了解你怎能心安
也捉不住你的倔强
可是我知道你 你为什么说谎

你说你还在 一分一秒也没走开
我想留在这里 可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂
你不必解释 你为什么说谎

你不能说我没有爱过
说我没等过难过 我也想说
也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来

插曲 3 ：全世界不懂无所谓 

有时候我 歪着头 世界就倾斜
能不能 点点头 就拥有一切
最美好的 都在等着谁
有时候我 张开手 阳光就穿越
能不能 握拳头 就抓住明天
云端里面 画着我的脸

全世界不懂无所谓 错了无所谓
我要笑着流泪 我要放胆去飞
全世界不懂无所谓 伤了无所谓
管他谁错谁对 我有我的绝对

有时候我 不想睡 不想太破碎
孤独地 呼吸在 荒凉的午夜
太诚实的 没人敢了解

有一点累 一点灰 一点点执着
有血液 沸腾在 清晨的脉搏
有个明天 为自己而活
la~la~la~ 梦想无所谓后悔

插曲 4 ：一切为了爱

自私的风把云推开
天空黑洞时空被逆转
那场烟火瞬烧我的爱
那年那夜不能重来
我的存在并不存在
幻灭了的火柴那一天
往事如烟
一切为了爱曾经我为了爱
一切为了爱曾经我为了爱
浓情化不开深深深蓝的海
给了我悬崖却不让我等待
自从你离开黎明就不再来
一切为了爱因为你所以爱
一万次被爱只换一个最爱
百分之一百纯白的好雪白
一直相信总有一种爱无可取代
因为爱不顾一切的爱
才是爱
不顾一切的爱才是真爱
回声海边独自呼喊
哑口无言风筝许的愿
一点星光默默的自燃
一颗尘埃默默自转
我像静脉静静存在
因为爱你一而再

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All the lyrics are so meaningful. Please read it. :) Most of it represent my feeling. If only I can write lyrics, I really want to write a song that represent my feeling and my life.

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有些东西是很难说出口，无论你和对方是那么的爱着对方，那么了解对方，说不出口就是说不出。事情就会一直累积起来。直到有一天忍不住讲出来，那不会太迟吗？因为那个时候，事情已经演变成不可收拾。所以，我一直告诉自己有什么东西就直接说，而且也不大喜欢隐瞒。可是我就搞不懂为什么无论我告诉他那么多次不要对我有所隐瞒可是他却不听呢？我最讨厌人骗我，可是他却是那个骗我的。虽然事情已经很久了，可是我还放在心上不代表我记仇，是因为我不想忘记那个被骗却又被我发觉到的感觉，那个感觉真得很痛。当我记得，我就会有了心理准备，当他再次骗我，我就没那么痛了。我不是悲观，而我真得很讨厌心痛的感觉。跌倒的痛还算好，因为它会很快痊愈。可是心里的痛需要很长的时间才能完完全全消失，而且那道留在心里的疤痕却很深。

我跟他，是我第五位男友。也是我完全可以为了他，彻彻底底地放弃一切从前对我很重要的东西和放弃追求我的人。他称不上帅，也称不上聪明。可是他却为了我，可以把他对我的不满隐藏起来，宁愿我生气也不愿告诉我，因为他怕我会怪我自己和伤心。虽然我不喜欢他这个行为，也尝试了跟他聊过，他告诉我他会改，可是我知道他不会。我不会气了，因为我知道他是爱我的。很多人都说要永远在一起什么的，可是永远真的存在吗？我不信，从来没信过。在过去每一段感情我都付出了很多，我不要求回报，我只要求他会多爱我一些，可是从来没发生过。我曾经怀疑我是不是太笨了。笨又有什么关系？我只要知道我付出了，他会不会爱我多一些也没关系，因为我曾经为他付出过，眼泪也流过，爱也爱过，我不会后悔。爱到底是什么？开心却又心酸。“最初的天堂，最终的荒唐” 难道这就是爱？

我跟他在一起六个月两天，事情一切还好。虽然有时会为了一些事情而吵架，可是我不后悔，至少我知道他心里想的是什么。我还记得两年前他喜欢过我，可是我们却没在一起。一年后，我们在一起了，难道这是所谓的缘份？去年的九月七号，当他在我朋友面前牵着我的手的那一刻，我就无时无刻的提醒自己，他会是我的一切。我会认真地对待他给我的一切，因为我是真的爱他，也从没后悔六个月两天前我悄悄在他耳边说 “yes”。直到现在也没后悔我当初说的每一句真心话。我知道我们一定会尽全力去维护这段相隔一年才能在一起的感情。

我爱你

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

#29

Hey. I'm currently doing add maths. Its so damn complicated -___- stupid dy dx and Y=mX+c is driving me crazy. I realize I'm doing something not logic. Add maths is just playing with numbers. What so fun of it? Who the heck invented add maths?

Ok. Screw it. LEO is also driving me crazy ALSO.
What? Eco Regional Week. Some environmental stuff and I need to call some media to attend the event. -______- ARGH! SCREW THIS TOO!

And LEO IR Night is coming! :D The BOD Performance gonna be 3 dance. Which is during BOD intro and Finale. BOD intro consists of 2 dance which is Rumba and "Paso Doble" ( not sure spelling ). And I will be performing the second one. I learned 2 hour I only can get into the beginning. So damn hard -_- And I needa wear black or red dress with heels, smoky eye with burning red lips. Why? Because the theme for this year IR night is Heaven and Hell, Beyond the sky, along the underworld. So, I'm kinda represent the hell where Rumba is Heaven.

So, my whole week is gonna be pack. SCREW IT.
REST PLEASE!

zhen,

ulcer and soar throat, rest pls?

Monday, March 8, 2010

#28

Today, something went wrong to me.  forget about it.

Okay, last saturday, I woke up at 2pm. And think about what I'm suppose to do today. But my mind just go blank and I just do what I thought of it. Mum suddenly said, " eh, want go see light today at 東禪寺? " Out of sudden I remembered yesterday my mum mention about it. It was a huge temple that decorated with lights. Newspaper also got show ma... Here is some of the picture with my so cacated Nokia 5530 3.5mp camera. Got many pro pictures with my cousin bro :D Wait until he upload, I'm gonna post it here.

 

  

  

  

  

  

 

 

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

Sorry I did not take much picture xD I only took awesome stuffs. :P

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I'm having my first term exam now. Until the 4th of March. But I'm not studying, cuz I'm addicted to this Taiwan drama   -  下一站, 幸福. It's a awesome drama, a bit too cinderella, but still nice xD

Tomorrow I'm having English, Additional Mathematics and Sejarah. Screw Sejarah. :D

zhen,

God Bless peizhen xD

Monday, March 1, 2010

#27

Looked back at my old time picture with my family at Chiang Mai, Thailand at year 2007.

 

noob face.

Looking at those pictures, it seems that it just happened. I was Form 2 that year. Having fun, ponteng class, teacher called my parents, and my first love. Forget bout the love because it is the worst memory ever :) 

And now, 2010. 3 years apart. Me and my friend are all grown up.

I still remember.....

 

4 of us are the best friend.

 

5 of us never apart.

 

4 of us stand together, fall together.

 

I always do stupid stuffs.

 

She is the sampat one.

 

4 of us never ever had apart.

 

We are the ONE.

 

We are the FAMILY.

The LEO...

 

Incoming and outgoing BOD + Interact BOD.

 

 LEO.

 

BOD of fiscal year 2009 and 2010.

 

Mural we did.

The first trip to Johor, which I dont know what place is it.

 

The sis and dad.

 

The mum.

 

Us.

 

  

  

Roses. Where is the blue one?

Memories. This is all the pictures I can find at my computer. There's more. Some are gone. Times fly and its not turning back. Appreciate what you got now and don't hesitate about what you gonna decide if you think its right. 

Here, I wanna thanks my family, my friends and my ex-bf. They taught me a lot about life and things that I dont know. 

 

Life is just like the picture above. Got the dark side and the bright side. 

Be aware with the people and things around you because they might be one of the dark side that will give you problem and harm you.

P/S this picture is truly from my cousin bro, no edit.

zhen,

life is miserable.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

#26

I'm finally back from Perak! <3
I miss Perak but I miss Selangor more wahahaha.

Day 1 of CNY. 年初一

Once I reach kampung, I straight go out with cousin :D
We went to her boyfriend house, then at night we went to club. The club ain't that nice. And I met the boyfriend's friends. :D I make friend with 2 of them. My sis drove me to Ipoh. Damn scary -.- Ate Japanese food for dinner.
After club, we went to have supper and go home. Reached around 5am+ . Bath and slept.

in car.

Day 2 of CNY. 年初二

Woke up. Went out to cousin's boyfriend house again. Played PS3 in his house. Changed and went to club again.

 

top for the day.

 

  

Nothing much. Reached home at 5am +

Day 3 of CNY. 年初三

Didnt went club. Went to karaoke. Those guys really can sing! Listen to them singing is enough to entertain myself. HAHA. But got one guy keep staring at me >_> 

Day 4 of CNY. 年初四

Stay at home. 

Day 5 of CNY. 年初五

Went to club again! 

 

Outfit for the night.

  

 

Went home around 1am+ cuz my sis drunk.

The best night ever! WHYYY! T-T

Sleep over with at my sis's friend house.

Day 6 of CNY. 年初六

Went to Penang with cousins. Eat seafood and went to gurney drive. Reach home around 2am. Midnight talk with cousin and slept.

Day 7 of CNY. 年初七

Went back Selangor. Reach Selangor around 6pm. Went to friend house and went back home at 8pm. Throughout the journey, my head go round round and feel wanna vomit but nothing come out. Thanks for z accompany me. 我没事了.

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Exam is coming. Needa study. But I'm still online here ! HAHA.

zhen,

CNY mood.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

#25

Its Wedenesday today. The weather is so effing hot. Seriously beh tahan. Sunday once I reached my home town, I straight went out with cousin. 3 days straight, after 5am sleep. Today rest again. Tomorrow go out again. Seriously, this CNY is a BOOM! :D Will update more after I come back from my hometown :)

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

#24

Today is Chinese New Year Eve. I bet quite amount of people go back their hometown already. I'm going back Perak tomorrow. Gonna miss all of the stuff here. I slept at 2.30am last night. Was rushing my Valentine gift for the special one :)

I'm coming back from hometown on Saturday! Miss me yo! :) I'm just so gonna get fatter and fatter. =x

FOOD FTW!

Wish all of you guys Happy Valentine's Day & Happy Chinese New Year! :D
I get pink and red roses from valentine. How I wished it was blue :(
Anyway! ANG PAO ROLL ROLL LAI! :DD

zhen,

is in CNY + Valentine mood!

Saturday, February 13, 2010

#23

4 more days until Chinese New Year.

Things to do during CNY :
1. EAT
2. DRINK
3. SLEEP LESS
4. PLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
5. ANG PAOOOOOOOOOO
6. HAVE FUNNNNNNNNNN
7. SMS!
8. CLUBBING?

Last year my CNY was a BOOM! <3

I sleep late wake up early. I went clubbing 2 night straight. >_> underage sumore ah.. I finally saw how drugs looks like. I eat nice food I drink until go blur blur.. And I got some malay calls me and claim that his police HAHAHA. Hope this year gonna be better! :D

Things to do after CNY :
1. Study
2. Exam
3. Play

CNY is also Valentines Day. But well, everyday is Valentine's Day. (:
And today, I realise I'm an idiot -.- I ruin my own surprise with my own hand. LOL. But anyway, its kinda funny. I'm still thinking what to make for my Valentine.

 

<3 Kennys !

zhen,

i got new disease.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010