z . h . e . n: December 2009

#15

Yesterday suppose to go to friend's surprise birthday party but couldn't make it. Damn. I bet they had lots of fun there.

Today is the 31st. The last day of 2009.
People, have you achieved what you want at 2009? 2010 is gonna be a brand new year.
And also my SPM year.
Why?
Its gonna be a suffering year for me.
Why?
cuz i dun study yo! xD
Why?
I cannot be holding the book for 10 minutes.

One word for me. DIE.

Today my mum tell me something.

Mum : mei mei..

Me : wat?

Mum : your daddy very geng. he plan one time table for you d..

Me : *watthefuckkk?!* wat time table? -.-"

Mum : monday to thursday no computer. 11pm must sleep and phone must give me.

Me : NO! PHONE IS WITH ME!

Mum : cannot. you night time sms until so late.

Me : .... yerrrr

Mum : dont worry la i wont read ur secret. off your phone den give me la.

Me : *watthefuckkk* -.-"

T_T i cannot live without my phone T_T

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This paragraph below is special wrote for my ShuiiGuaii.

Zheng, I know you wanna accompany me. But health is more important. We got plenty time to spend but once you fall sick, how am I gonna be with you? You can't even accompany me. I am not angry or mad at you. I just want you to take care of yourself. I'm not there for you. I can't take care of you. All I can do is tell you what to do. I worry about you but I can't do anything. I feel so helpless and useless.

zhen,

<3 zheng.

Thursday, December 31, 2009

#14

Happy boxing day! I got one Christmas present from my friend. Haven't open it yet. Need wait everyone together only open =D

Had a mini Christmas party at my place. Took some picture for this small little boy =D

I am santa.

kiss me through the mirror!

ops, haven't ready yet!

the girl behind me is annoyingg.....

i whack u!

u want some kitkat?

MINE!

santa with reindeer horn. I AM PRO.

watcha lookin' at huh?

I wanna go out T_T

He is so adorable! HAHA.

Went Mid Valley today. It is so damn many people I tell you. Went Giordano! Buy one free one! OMG! Grabbed two cheer you up tee heh. Bought a tee at Soda.

While waiting for mummy, tooked some picture of the decoration there.

Tooked from the top. HAHA. so many people lah.

And then head home. Raining so heavy.

weeeeeeeeeee~ xD

ShuiiGuaii, I miss you =(

Thank you monopoly accompany me when I'm having HnS.

Grats BabyMilo aka indian the top winner of HnS.

zhen,

<3 zheng.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

#13

WOW! I'm in a hyper mood now! =D
I want nobody nobody but you! <3

Nobody - WonderGirls (english version lyrics)

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody (2x)

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

Truly fall in love with this song! xD This song is the reason that make me so hyper today ;D

I wanna let ShuiiGuaii to see this below!
This song is dedicated to my dear ShuiiGuaii.

Fallin' For You - Colbie Caillat

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

<3

BABY, I LOVE YOU! <3

zhen,

<3 zheng

Thursday, December 24, 2009

#12

First of all, Merry Christmas.
Suppose to go out and countdown with friends. But, didn't make it. And stay at home, wanted to on Fairy but cannot on due to some reasons. Ahhhh... went MapleSEA and its so damn boring. ShuiiGuaii called me and wish me Merry Christmas. His place is so crowded as I can hear the sound through the phone. Jealous sia.. =(

ShuiiGuaii said he took alot of pictures! Can't wait to see it. =)

Check out this thing below.

Played with Nomos this love test thingy on MSN. HAHA.

I'm so gonna go for New Year countdown next week! I DONT CARE!

zhen,

<3 zheng.

#11

Slept at 3am last night. Why? MapleSEA again.
Wrote a super long message and send to ShuiiGuaii. Wrote it last night, send it this afternoon when i was still hugging my bolster and just open my eye HAHA. Hope my ShuiiGuaii understand <3

2 more days. Christmas is coming. No one to celebrate with. I'm gonna celebrate with Fairy players. But are they gonna online? Gemma? Sherr? Yun? DouDou? All my friends which I can talk to in Fairy. Are you guys gonna online....? 24th, ShuiiGuaii won't be celebrating Christmas eve with me. Who else I can celebrate with. I'm not going out because I got no money. 1 buck left and are you expecting me to go out? RM1 can't even had a McD ice cream because it cost RM 1.05 HAHAHA.

Few more weeks, school reopen and its my last year to be at high school. SPM. Stress. I cannot live my life to the fullest anymore. I cannot ignore everything and have fun. I'm gonna put on my red specs and hold thick books. Not gonna put on my specs and face the comp and hands on keyboard and mouse anymore, lesser maybe. Is so hard for me to do that. I've been spamming comp since I was form1. Its time for me to get some good rest and date with the books.
I remember my dad asked me this thing.

Dad : you study at where wan? Room that table or computer table?

Me : where also can XD

Dad : ....

HAHAHA. And I remember one more thing he tell me.

Dad : ur jiejie going Australia study next year at July..

Me : i know.

Dad : next year form5 u better catch up ur studies and stop playing computer i tell u.. spm d and im going to send u to Australia too.

Me : *WTF* i dowan go...

Dad : den wat u gonna do here? work for the malays? and get RM 2k per month salary? Australia better ok. sumore ur aunty uncle over there. I no need to worry so much.
Me : har.... watever la that year oni say..

Damn. :(

Off to Meeting at Fairy!

zhen,

<3 zheng.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

#10

THE 10TH POST! XD

Not online so often at Fairy. Due to some reason.
Last night, I was a time bomb. But luckily it didn't explode. Oh well, I'm getting more good and good to make myself calm down faster. HAHA.
Went to ShuiiGuaii's server. Then, Spooky came along too. HAHA. Use hack and play around in his server! =D

Today is the EAT TANG YUAN DAY! yala yala dong zhi la -.- EAT TANG YUAN DAY SOUND MORE NICE MARH! >=) HAHA.
Dint get to make tang yuan cause didn't buy the flour. So, mum bought the packet one. Sucks. =( Anyone make for me to eat? xD

Just came back from friend's house today. Friend birthday. Had a normal celebration. Watched tv for 2 hours there. Around 5pm, went to the padang near his house. No swing there! Damn! Guys play basketball there. My girl tio some ant bite. Lucky I am not the next victim although I sit at the same bench as her. Went home around 6pm.

Had dinner.
No pictures today! HAHA.

off to fairy~

zhen,

<3 zheng.

#9

Wasn't on time to blog about the 19 December 2009.
Gonna blog now.
Sorry dear. <3

Before fairy, I've been introduce by kiler aka GM|Yellow to play RubyStory. He ask me to apply for GM. So, i apply. I posted my picture at forum as well.. The hamsap GM, name shuddup, added me in MSN and ask me to be his maple gf xD

So, this is the conversation! =P

Session Start: Monday, October 19, 2009

Shuddup : haloha

Me : hii

Shuddup : u know who am i bor?

Me : gm lo =x

Shuddup : which 1~ XD

Me : shuddup gm

         >.<
         ur name so special
         so i rmb
         the one died in fm
         @.@
         botak head de

Shuddup : LOL! wah

Me : haha =D

Shuddup : want do my maple gf mar~

HAHA. This is how we couple. That time we don't know each other yet. Couple first only start to know each other. How funny is that. HAHAHA.

1st month was nothing...
2nd month was a BOOOMM!!

19 December 2009,
We start to call each other ShuiiGuaii.
We start to video call everyday and night.
We start to sms and call often.
We start to like each other.
We start to want to meet each other.
We start to miss each other.
We start to care about each other.

Chip <3 He say he wanna give me this.

I'm jealous! >=(

Happy 2nd month anniversary dear!
Thanks for everything you gave me.
I'm really happy that I got you.
I know that our relationship wasn't that close anymore.
But, I'm sure that we can make it together.
ILY ; IMY.
<3

zhen,

<3 zheng.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

#8

Updating blog at 1.42am.
He, probably sleep like pig already.
He, send me a cute message.
He, be with me when i organizing event.
He, said that he will call me tomorrow at 12pm+.
He, webcam with me at night.
He, mms me a poser pic. For more info please click here.
He, call me this afternoon and say me guai lan.
He is my Mr.sHuiiGuaii <3

Noob in Red.

New tee above. New phone above. xD

Hosted JQ. Idea of playing that JQ was thought by me after asking players to join. So last minute. xD ShuiiGuaii said "only my shuiiguaii can think of this" HAHA.

Not much player join, but still manage to have 3 winners. Super great prize xD

ShuiiGuaii wanted to have Q&A event right after my JQ end. But no one wanna join. *sayang shuiiguaii* So, i left FairyStory and play MapleSEA. Still webcam with my shuiiguaii but after awhile due to sibeh hardcore freaking omg damn shitty delay and lags, i offed webcam. Sorry shuiiguaii =(

Addicted to Hua Sha by JayChou & Yuan Yong Ling. Thanks to ShuiiGuaii. I listen to this song once, but that time it wasn't so nice to me. But now, i keep repeating listen, i realise this song rythm very nice and peace. I like that kind of song. Maybe it will make people think of some sad things, but at the same time it calms down my mind as well.

___

Wheres my portrait ?! >=)

Chip Chip Chip! Today didn't have a look at CHIP! :(

zhen,

<3 zheng.

Friday, December 18, 2009

#7

Feeling uneasy tonight.
He, offed his webcam.
Part of my fault too. I was playing maplesea + webcam with him.
The feeling inside of me, really cannot be explained. Uneasy and confused.
___

爱，是自私的。
对不起，我太自私了。
你没错。
只怪我, webcam时不理你。
你才会关掉。
那瞬间, 我是真的很生气。
可是想了又想，这一切的一切都是我造成的。

zhen,

<3 zheng.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

#6

I'm currently in love with this song, 偏爱 by 张芸京. If only you guys got watch 仙剑奇侠传 3 then should know this song very well. It's also the song of my blog <3 Freaking nice! The lyrics also super meaningful, somehow...it seems familiar....

把昨天都作废现在你在我眼前
我想爱请给我机会
如果我错了也承担认定你就是答案
我不怕谁嘲笑我极端

相信自己的直觉
顽固的仍不喊累
爱上你我不撤退

我说过我不闪躲我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱更努力爱让你明白
没有别条路能走你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱看我感觉爱
等你的依赖对你偏爱
痛也很愉快
等你的依赖

不后悔有把握我不闪躲我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱更努力爱让你明白
没有别条路能走你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱看我感觉爱
等你的依赖对你偏爱
痛也很愉快

This also a song I like it. Heard from radio and downloaded it. It's one of the song from JayChou newest movie 刺陵. The song name is 带我飞 sing by 林志玲..

The lyrics...

你说我像个孩子爱耍赖
风无须逞强因为雨不在
羽毛飞飘舞在静止沙漏中傲世堂
思念傻傻地水中游
理还乱浮云但添愁外愁
难将息躲於乍暖还寒之际
带我飞因为你我们可以
寻寻觅觅浮浮沉沉
无边无际应不应该
一字一语爱是千种姿态
无罣无碍到现在才明白

zhen,

<3 zheng.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

#5

Suppose to go school at 8am this morning to arrange back tables and chairs after SPM, but I can't wake up. Sleep damn late last night. SH*T! -.- 2 alarm also cannot wake me up. Sleepy head me =x
Quickly wash up and rush to school. Reach school around 9.30am. Help out a little. Then get free drinks from teacher. 100 plus. Y-U-C-K-S. I hate 100 plus. No offence to 100 plus lovers =P My friend gave me a super belated birthday present. Nice and super meaningful.

And a card too!

5 star rated! xD

Super Top Secret!

The card.

Read it. Super meaningful. <3

Slack at canteen awhile. Then go to friend house. His house got drum! Awesome! One of my friend played New Divide - Linkin Park. Quite nice. Live is better than listen song la honestly =P Slack at friend house until 4pm only walk back home. 2 rows away only. Near near nevermind lah xD

4pm only eat my lunch. Chicken rice. Favorite also <3 But can't manage to finish all xD cuz ate McD at friend house while they order.

BUUUU. fugly face. xD

At night, fetched aunty and uncle to airport. They going back to Australia. Not gonna see them in few months, maybe? Before go in to the depature place, we went old town white coffee there to yum cha. I order ice blended MOCHA and curry mee. xD

mocha <3 don't play play ok. =P

curry mee.

Went home after that.

Webcam-ing with my ShuiiGuaii now. He singing song now LOL xD

say hi to chip! <3

zhen,

<3 zheng.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

#4

Woke up at 12pm + today. Checked my phone once I woke up. Saw two message from ShuiiGuaii <3 He call me piggy cause I haven't wake up! *ish ish*
Quickly go wash up cause Imma going shoppingggg! =D
Before go shopping, go eat Bak Kut Teh <3 woohooo sibeh ho jiak!
Went Jaya Jusco located at Bukit Tinggi, Klang. Quite far from my house. Bought two jeans. Long & short. Long one cost RM119, after 50% discount, RM50+! Worth! =D Short one cost RM25, no discount but still cheap! =D Bought two Polo Tee at Padini Concept Store. RM69 for 2! Red and White! =D Happy!
Then, I sit down at Popular Book Store because auntie, uncle and mum reading books at there. So I go there while wait my papa go back home fetch my popo come along with us to have dinner.
Had dinner at Klang too! Seafooooooooooood <3 all time favorite!! Take some pictures of the scene there.

Bare with it. 3.2 mega pixel. Don't expect much. xD

Sun set without the SUN -.-

ok u may not want to see this.

bla lala lal bla blala xD

Today my ShuiiGuaii drank my favorite green apple flavor bubble tea! =(

seeeeeee show off sumore! :(

Cinta ShuiiGuaii aku! <3

我爱我的水怪!! <3

I love my ShuiiGuaii! <3

ShuiiGuaii with chip <3

XUAN I SAW IT!

off to sleeep bye bye!

别忘记今天你和我说的东西哦.. =)

zhen,

<3 zheng.

Monday, December 14, 2009

#3

While waiting ShuiiGuaii come home webcam with me, I make this as my blog header!

Spot my blog header! HAHA. Eff-ing big i know xD
Hope my ShuiiGuaii like this. =)

Went to ShuiGuai blog and saw this...

I'll give her what I can...
Will she give me what she can?
TO: ShuiiGuaii... I'll wait your answer on this... PM me in msn... I'll wait ya....

And I decide to answer you here.
I will give you what I can, but I cannot guarantee what I give you will be what you want.

Webcam-ing with my ShuiiGuaii now.
Out of sudden, he get off from his chair and disappear in front of his webcam. So, i minimize the conversation and continue blogging. When i open the conversation, I saw a chipmunk! A VERY CUTE CHIPMUNK! =D

Without hesitation I screen-shot it since I can't have it.. See also shuang ma =P

cute!

more cute!

SUPER DUPER CUTE!

ShuiiGuaii don't mind I post it hor? =D

Even I post it also no one come read. I didn't advertise my blog =P

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今天你出去玩，

我一直等你回来和我webcam.

今天没有那种觉得距离很远的感觉，

觉得你就在我身旁，

在一个离我很近的地方，

那种感觉真好，

可是我知道，

过了今天，

那种感觉就会消失。

我爱你，

这三个字，

几时才能听见和看见你在我面前说出来?

____

zhen,

<3 zheng.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

#2

Currently webcam-ing with my ShuiiGuaii <3

Was on phone with Zheng last night. Dad came and check on me. Caught on the spot and argued.

Went out today at 3 something, but reach destination at 4 something cause aunt and uncle lost their money at a shopping mall near my house. 2K US Dollar. Not a small amout of money! :( Too bad they couldn't find it. Either, pick-pocket or left at somewhere else.

Parents come pick me up at 6 something, left the shopping mall around 7.45pm. Went home, but forget bring house key, gotta wait for grandma to come home. So, we went to dinner. Ate Pan Mee, my all time favorite.

分隔两地，

想着对方，

却又不能找到对方，

这种心情，

谁能够体会?

从不认识，

没想过会认识，

到今时今日，

不得我不信。

原来，

缘分是来得那么突然，

走得比来得更快。